My how things change...

As I sit here, unable to sleep, I ponder how different my life has become in the last year. So many things have changed in my life and mostly for the better. I've gone through such heartache and happiness this past year with extreme highs and depressing lows. Great friends have left my life, but I'm at peace with all of that now. I've gone through such emotional turmoil, but I'm determined to have a positive outlook and always keep a smile on. I've changed jobs, majors, schools, states, and soon countries. So much change, but it all has a purpose. I'm not quite sure of that purpose, but I'm definitely excited to find out. What does the future have in store? Not too sure about that. However, I am extremely optimistic about its prospects.

I send my thanks to all those who have been such a great support system for me. I know I can be difficult to live with, deal with, or handle sometimes, but I'm glad I have such wonderful people in my life who love me despite my imperfections. Thank you!

Excitement for my journey is just pouring out of me. I can't believe there are only 2 weeks left before I make my way across the world. I have 2 weeks to prepare myself for a brutal awakening of independence, but I think I'm ready for this. I need this change.

~A


*14*

The Countdown

I've been counting down to my departure for Australia for some time now, but it's finally sinking in how fast it is approaching. Only 20 days now until I take the big plunge and jump on a plane for Perth!

I'm beginning to feel the pressures and stress set in for everything that I need to get done before I leave. How many suitcases do I bring? Is it going to cost me an arm and leg for luggage? Will I actually be able to sell my car? Can I finish my homework in time (which I have loads of)? Will I be able to pay off any bills yet to pay (which I have no money)? What items do I still need to purchase? Adaptors? Clothes? Etc.? So many questions have been running through my head and I feel like I can't get a grip on any one thing. I'm guessing it doesn't help that the holiday season is upon us and I'm doing extra things like gift shopping and such.

I'm keeping this first post short and sweet since I should be working on my homework instead. :) Well here goes nothing...I'm going to try to finish a chunk of homework and hopefully relieve some stress.

~A


*20 days*